Hmmm
I sense that there isn’t going to be much HE blogging for a while. I had wanted to be all superwomany & carry on as normal until the last possible moment but then some sort of late pregnancy malaise struck (I have the worst insomnia I have ever had) & even holding a conversation is difficult. C has spent a lot of time on Brainpop & Studydog this week, she’s done loads of drawing & ‘creating’ and decided she wants ‘channel TV’ so she can watch Batman, the Simpsons & Atomic Kitten, she say’s A has got ‘really good channel TV’ 
The hospital yesterday was beyond exhausting - I don’t have any energy for a rant but I despised the stupid fucking ignorant bitch who was trying to get herself bumped to the top of the list because she had a ’spastic colon’ - I thought I’d got everything sorted out but then the wrong people turn up and I have to go through it all again. Everything seems okay - platelets are co-operating, they’re going to actually cross match me a couple of units of blood (they usually just group & save), anaesthetist was happy to do a spinal etc. They want us to put a CD together for the section - I so do not care, I feel like a time bomb and can’t get my head around the idea that anyone would think I’d have the luxury of caring about stupid stuff like music when I still think he’s dead at least twice a day. I’m still not convinced by the paediatrician situation, but I guess I can’t control all things.
Simon has Friday off work so I’m going in for another CTG.
Thinking of you lots as the days go by. See you at the weekend xxx
Comment by Nic — 11 October, 2006 @ 9:45 pm
Likewise, you are in my thoughts so often now. I’m away from Saturday for a week so someone must be on text alert for me!
Comment by Roslyn — 12 October, 2006 @ 7:57 am
yeah, do we have a text telephone tree set up?
Comment by Nic — 12 October, 2006 @ 8:45 am
hiya, just found your blog again. On my dad’s laptop as still no internet. Thinking of you lots and hoping everything will be ok.
If someone could text me when it happens I would be soo happy!!
Comment by Kirsty — 12 October, 2006 @ 7:15 pm