Not brilliant day
Not terrible or anything but just a bit crap.
I need something to do … first there was the move & the house, then the IVF, then I was pregnant with J … I feel deflated. I have some ideas for next year, but I’m just so fucking tired atm.
I drafted a loooong post but realised it boiled down to - Claudia can read and she really enjoys it 
, everything else is okay. We’ve slowed down with maths, I think there are things she needs to be more secure with. Sometimes I find HE really hard, I do go through periods of worrying a lot. She has a great time, she’s active & confident & outgoing and only 7. I need to chill out, I’ve been trying really hard to be patient & kind & that’s making life more enjoyable.
She’s loving having the keyboard & is far more enthusiastic about playing than I ever was. I’ve never had to ask her to practice but sometimes have to beg her to stop 
Jasper emptied a huge bowl of cat food into the washing machine this morning
(He had his MMR on Wednesday & his last blood test for the OVG, he was very brave.)
