Hat
I knitted a hat!
Couvercle from knitty - even involved a little bit of crochet - left out the brim though. In Rowan All Seasons Cotton.
What I’m finding hard is that we made plans - it seemed like the sensible thing to do once we got past 14 weeks. We thought about the car & bedrooms & paternity leave. I let myself think about Next Year … Claudia’s birthday, Christmas, holidays, next time at Newgale, next May etc. Now it all feels a bit hollow. I can’t imagine getting the car because there’d be a gap, it would never be right.
I think I was lulled by Jasper, I wasn’t vigilant enough.
Still, I’m practising serenity - children are great, Simon & I are strong, great friends, wonderful family. But there’s the Toby sized gap & not knowing What Next.
