Not sleeping
1 - I don’t think the mw weighed him properly, everyone expected him to be bigger & he certainly felt heavier than 60g.
2 - I’m sad they didn’t get footprints. I keep meeting people who’ve had prints from much smaller babies.
3 - I’m worried he wasn’t really dead & we killed him by inducing labour. He was in much better condition than he should’ve been given that hed been dead for between 2 & 5 days. This one really keeps me awake.
4 - my knees hurt (especially the left one).
can’t imagine how you could sleep with all that lot on your mind. Middle of the night can be a bad time. Hugs.
Comment by jax — 11 August, 2008 @ 5:55 pm
Layla, just hugs. Joel weighed 90g (I *think*, can’t actually check atm) and he died at 16wks. Can certainly identify with having felt something similar to (3) so I guess that is just normal. Even though I knew deep down that there was no doubt about it.
Nothing else to say, just hope you can keep going and get some sleep and eventually it will begin to hurt less.
Although not the knees, what is wrong with them?
Comment by Sarah — 12 August, 2008 @ 7:45 am